I really do love you. I used to be afraid to admit it to myself, but I feel better after I finally did. I’m still getting used to letting myself feel love, but it happens so often now. When I’m with you or when I’m thinking about you, I can feel it in my heart. But I feel it most whenever we say goodbye after spending time with each other. As I watch you leave, whether you drive away or walk through a door, I can feel a piece of me going with you. “I love you” I say, but never loud enough for you to hear. I know we’re still getting used to “us” and that now isn’t the best time to admit the true depth of my feelings for you, but I love you. I really do. I hope one day I’ll get the chance and the courage to look you in the eye and say it. I hope maybe one day you can say it back to me and truly understand what it means. Even if I never say it to your face, I’ll say it now. I’ve never known anyone who’s made me this happy or made me feel this kind of love. You’re really special.
// 12:23am //
